im goign to smile everyday. its easier for everyone this way. no one knows how much im being ripped apart and its easier. you dont have to pretend to understand. you dont have to pretend to care. i dont have to cry in front of you. crying is an at home activity. i learnt long ago not to cry in public. crying in front of people is never a good thing. it only leads to more hurt in the long run. being broken is nothing new. i miss you. i wish i had the balls to tell you how much i wish you'd just come back and do what you are doing there here. you could save here. you could write here. here with me. i miss you. its not just me. he misses you too. my world feels like its missing a key.
and so the tears fall but its dark and im alone and no one would see.
About Me
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- I'm Megan. I'm a fairy bread addict I'm a drama student I'm a dance student I love music I spend far too much time on the internet I go to deakin uni in burwood I'm proud to live in hoppers I dont mind spending 4 hours plus traveling a day I love to read I dont drink becasue I dont want to I am full of 11:11pm wishes I am a home body I'm full of useless facts I get protective of my friends I'm close to my family I belong in New York City I am the flockmaster I write every emotion out I smile like a goof
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You don't have to cry at home alone.
I don't mind if you cry with me. I feel like crying.
I feel like I am loosing a piece of me. Just like you feel like a piece of you has disappeared.
I didn't really want to comment, because usually I just let you have this space for you. But I don't want you to feel as lonely as I do, I want you to know that it's okay to be depressed and shitty around me because I get what you're going through on a micro scale. Obviously not as much, but just that tiny bit more than the other people around you.
I can't make the thoughts in my head make sense.
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