ive hit a nerve in myself
i cant explain to them why i need thispost count
23000 and counting
i need it to know i am safe
i need it to be okay
i need it to feel like i belong
without it i feel like the kid i was. sitting alone
sitting with kids who didnt care
sitting with kids half my age because they cared
without it i the loser who never really fit in
im the kid who half the time feels awkward and doesnt know her place with her best friends
losing this would be like losing my chance of fitting in
how do i explain this without leaving myself open to get hurt more.
i cant let them hurt me more.
About Me
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- I'm Megan. I'm a fairy bread addict I'm a drama student I'm a dance student I love music I spend far too much time on the internet I go to deakin uni in burwood I'm proud to live in hoppers I dont mind spending 4 hours plus traveling a day I love to read I dont drink becasue I dont want to I am full of 11:11pm wishes I am a home body I'm full of useless facts I get protective of my friends I'm close to my family I belong in New York City I am the flockmaster I write every emotion out I smile like a goof
1 comment:
i know exactly how you mean. ive been there nearly 2 years, but even though my post count is so low, it was some 8000 little comments ago that i began to feel like i belonged somewhere. it didnt matter that it was on an ~emo messageboard, it didnt matter that i didnt know any of the kids there, it just mattered that 90% of the kids there all loved something as much as i do.
love you megan <333
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