starting new traditions and letting go of the old is hard.
but i was all prepared to do it.
it seemed like it was going to be more my idea of fun
then everyone pulled out.
then i got forgotten
now im being shoved back into traditions i was finally okay with leaving behind
i dont know how i even feel about it any more.
i think i just want this all to be over
i want to wake up and it to be february
when im home alone, the sun is shining and things are going to be okay