this week isnt a good one
im stressed out
my mind isnt working with me
its thinking of how high that ledge is
of how sharp those knives are
how quick those pills work
everylast insecurity is on my mind
im convinced my world is crumbling
things have been good too long for me to be okay now
im the kid who never gets things their way
a big thing is going to come ruin this, and i cant stop worrying about it
im scared to loose everything ive got
im scared to let go of the one place i fit in
when i cant talk to the ones who i always do
i dont know where to turn
im scared of them saying something
im scared of my brain running away with me