im affriad of everything
im affraid of more then you could imagine
every second i am thinking worst case senario
walking down the street i wonder if that guy on the other side of the road it goign to attack me, i wonder if the car driving past is going to abduct me
sitting on my couch i wonder if the house is going to catch on fire, if burgulars are going to come and take everything we own
worst of all is when im sitting on the train, or sitting on the couch, or laying in my bed and i wonder what if i let this go? what if i give up? what if you give up on me? what if i died tomorrow? what if people i love died tomorrow? what if we all died together?
what ifs are taking over
its scaring me a lot
its all i can think
i dont know how to deal, and my mother doesnt help