sometimes i really wonder if i belong in this family
i think so differently to everyone else, and despite the fact my brother doesnt technically live here any more, he is still more included then me
the worst part is the fact im in the next room, while everyone else is having a lovely family conversation, and i get ignored. then they wonder why i never know when we have people coming over, or family events, because they never include me enough to let me know.
idk
i just feel like an outsider in my own home