im an after thought
im not uninvited. im not invited to begin with
im left out on the jokes
im pushed aside
im on the verge of tears are no one is around
i hate that the people i would turn to first are so far away
the people i am closest to here arent always here.
they miss the nigths its too dark to sleep
they miss the days where i just need someone to talk bullshit wiht
they skip the details where i cry i scream i run
they catch the me that smiles at nothing
that tells them they look hot
that reassures their lives they are going well
sometimes i feel so alone in this town