i had to let go.
i couldnt have you in my life anymore
but its you're birthday friday
the first time in around 5 years i wont see you on that day
it feels so weird to me
then i remember how it felt on my birthday
how the last 2 years i didnt get so much as a text
how christmas was irralavent too
how you just stopped caring and how it hurt to put so much faith in so little
so friday im going to distract myself
im going to surround myself with people that matter
with people that care
cause i cant let myself feel bad for forgetting you this year