i thought things were going well.
there was one mark i was worried about, but i was going to make it up with the next one.
i felt good about it. i let the guides help me, but last semester i was told the better ones didnt necessarily stick to the guide questions. now thats wrong?! the exact same assesment, and a completely different direction come marking time.
fuck. i dont fail things. now im shit scared. i dont know if im going to pass this subject, and definately not with any dignity.
the worst part is the dissapointment im going to bring my mum
i tried mum.
i really fucking tried
it all just became too much this semester.
i couldnt deal
i collapsed around myself