every day
fake smiles
"have a nice day"
more fake smiles
"no thats fine"
more fake smiles
"sorry, not your fault at all"
more fake smiles
"sure i'll work extra and agree to get paid the cheapest rate"
more fake smiles
"do you want a bag?"
more fake smiles
"any cash out?"
more fake smiles

this place is draining my soul.
every fake smile kills a little more
i barely know how to smile for real now.
im sick of taking all the blame
im adapted to being treated like shit
rudeness and abuse is how i am always treated
im not allowed to think for myself.
retail is killing me
but i cant get out
i have no hope of escape for another four years