fuck
i dont even knwo how i try any more
i do have the motivation to do this
i dotn have the heart to give up
ims tuck here in limbo pretending i have dreams that can see me through
pretending i have people im telling the real deal too
i dont want to worry anyone, so i dont say everything i mean
no even reads this so i feel safe here
im breaking under a weight you cant bear to see

i write eulogies in mt mind
the words so sweet so sincere so wrong.

fuck this shit.
i cant deal with your emotional baggage as well as mine
your too wrapped up in your shallow ideas to notice the cried for help

HELP ME!