so last night i had a great night.
i laughed with friends (new and old)
theb theres him
he was so shy about putting his arm around me. it was cute
then later we were sitting there and it hit me i dont really know how to stictly be the girl in the relationship. i didnt know what to do with myself. so i let him direct me

theres a huge downside though. time is limited from the start. i mean he goes home in 6-12 months D: