i hate the way my mind works.
i need you to go to not feel guilty.
i cant go have a good time when i know you're not there too
when i know its just another reason for you to be down
hell id rather give you my ticket then let that happen
then theres the selfish reason
i need you there to know that i can do this
i need to find the line
i need to learn to deal with this.
i feel horrible for thinking this. but its all i can think and feel