i hate myself this very second
i dont know where im going
i knwo what i want
but i dont have the balls to go get it

i also and a stupid fuck who cant even be honest to herself
i dont want to mess with that shit
im happier on the edge
fuck you and your weed
why did i need a fucking wake up call to remind me?!
if i cant be honest with myself i dont deserve anyones respect
least of all my own