i hate myself this very second
i dont know where im going
i knwo what i want
but i dont have the balls to go get it

i also and a stupid fuck who cant even be honest to herself
i dont want to mess with that shit
im happier on the edge
fuck you and your weed
why did i need a fucking wake up call to remind me?!
if i cant be honest with myself i dont deserve anyones respect
least of all my own

i cant do this anymore
i cant be the universes plything
i cant hold onto hope for a fate i dont deserve
i am worthless to the world
i cannot think of a single reason as to why i exist
not one reason
ive been wracking my brain all day
i. am. a. complete. waste. of. space.