where are you real world when i need you?
i feel so useless for the very thought, but 3 years isnt much in a few years time. but till then its completely wrong.
fuck you world.

it scares me that she gets hurt by him, it scares me that i cant do anything to stop it. it worries me that he might hurt other people.
i hate that im so close to her physically, but cant protect her form the world

im scared about the future
im scared about how unsure i suddenly am
im scared that im fighting with myself so much lately.