stress relief is a dish best served bitter

the lies of perfectionists are ment to inspire.
the lies of a lover confuse and deny
the words of a poet form the heart of a sait
the sins not as strong and the lies that they paint

now for some letter to people who will never read this:

1. sometimes im just not in the mood for your shit. you need to grow up. your not a kid anymore, this is serious. we're all out on our own soon, some of us will sinck some will swim. call me a moody bithc if you want but at least i know the reality that awaits me. i know the chances of me actually achieving my dreams, and im ok with that. but you, you've been handed everything on a silver platter. all the "work" you do at school comes down to nothing when you dont have enough common sense and maturity to get the job done

2. what the fuck. you are the oldest out of all of us yet you are running around liek a 15 year old who just realised guys dont have cooties. you need to grow up and stop trying to fuck everything that walks. you arent "hot" you arent "sexy" your just fucking creppy, and i say that as a friend who knows you.

3. when did things change? when did we stop thinking the same and start having to comproise to fit each others ideas? why did this happen? i just dont get it.

4. i dont get why you have to be so god-dam mean. i never did anything to you. hell ive been nice to you all the time. so what do you have against me? you need to grow up and get over what ever pitty thing you have against me. im passed being treated like dirt because have an issue your too immature to talk to me about.

5. you need to stop hiding behind your excuse. you say you want to talk about it, but if anyone but her offers you ignore us. your going to be left with nothing when her mood changes again and shes in love with someone different. your not hot shit either. not everyone wants to know you, especially not now. your going to be very lonely very soon.

6. the rest of you. how freaking blind are you? when someones sitting alone in a corner clearly not smiling or participating in conversation its generally a good indicator they are in a bad mood. dont start freaking insulting me or hitting me because you think its funny, if im off on my own i clearly dont want to deal with your shit. im not in a happy mood