just for the record the weather today is dark and overcast

todays satistic: one australian teen commits suicide every 4 days
my first thought: in four days it could be me
crashing down is harder when you'v ebeen flying so high
i'll play the role i write myself but i always killed the main characters off

im scared
ive never been in this deep
ive never been so lost in emotion
i love her.
her.
fuck. my parents have no idea i like hers let alone have a her
i dont know if i can tell them
but she means the world to me
i dont want my heart to be broken.
and i dont think it will be
i hope
im smilingmy heart is whole right now
its in her hands